monsters inc.

i have invested a lifetime in writing the perfect character. without question, i made sure it was a Thing everyone could hate. this villein was real. i could feel it breathing life into my passionate utterances against the state, the institution, the americas, the slave. it was my failed relationships, my failed accomplishments, she was everything i promised myself i could live without. this monster was so real that i began to write her into the lives of those close to me––taking over like grey goo. the comedy of it all is that the villein is really something in ourselves. a psychological trick, a scapegoat, an excuse to hold everyone else accountable. the monster was/is incorporated.