and i guess that it is possible that such a provocative story could be told in such uncertain circumstances, in no uncertain terms. that, the conditioning of fear's lifetimes would drive you to terminal vagrancies and catastrophes impossible to forgive over generations of imagined given names. what kind of decisions and indecisions could compete with such risky contemplations between life and possibility, freedom and restraint. this was a story i am still learning to process through my own transient moments of decisions and indecisions of compassion, regret, disappointment, inspiration, and fear. it really is a temporal function.
"the study of what "is written" is also the science of what story we are compelled to invent in the face of what we cannot know is coming." –alexis pauline gumbs